baby Walt

Hey baby!!! Tomorrow is the BIG day!
Oh Walt... so many things that i want to tell you. When your brother Daniel was about two weeks old I had a very spiritual experience where Heavenly Father told me that you were supposed to be in our family. He told me very clearly that we had a mother boy waiting to come down from heaven. Life was so busy and crazy at this time. I was in the middle of nursing school and dad was in school too. Three years later we were blessed with our sweet Jocelyn. When we found out she was a girl I knew you were still up there waiting to come to us. Once again life was crazy busy but we wanted our baby boy. Dad was in the process of getting work experience done in the icu so that he could apply for grad school. We were living with my mom, grandma Radawn and both working so hard. We decided once we knew dad was in school it’s ne time to bring you here. Dad was accepted to a CRNA school in Tennessee. Middle Tennessee School of Anesthesia in October 2017 and we were pregnant with you in January 2018. This pregnancy with you has been wonderful. I was sick for about the first 16 weeks and we moved to Tennessee in April 2018 when I was about 12 weeks along. We found. Doctor here and at 20 weeks we found out that you were a boy! Dad was so funny in that ultrasound room. It didn’t even phase him when they announced you were a boy. On the drive home J asked him what he was thinking when they told us and he said, “I already knew” as clear and confident as day light. It was the sweetest thing. I’ve had incredible energy this entire pregnancy with you. I was able to be a good mom and play with the other kids and get things done that i needed to. You’ve been such a sweet little spirit in my womb. Jocleyn constantly kisses my belly and tells me that your nice and that she loves you and that she wants you to come out and play with her. She is always putting headbands on you in my tummy 😂 it’s ao funny. She always says... “Oh, baby Walter” Halle and Mariah and Daniel kiss you good night every single night. They have been the best big helpers and they are so excited to meet their baby bro. Dan’s reaction when we told him you were a boy was priceless. He kept saying, “I knew it, I knew it, I knew it!!” All while doing this super cute happy dance. We have a lot of love in this family to ghve you, to welcome you in to. We are so excited to hold you and smoother you in snuggles and kisses. We love you so very much, buddy. As  I lay here in my bed tonight I am full of gratitude to our Heavenly Father and your father for blessing us with another addition to our family. My heart is full of love. I love you so much sweet joy. Tomorrow morning I am supposed to call the hospital at 3:00am and see if they have room for me to come in and be induced. Two days ago at my dr apt you had changed your position and were transverse laying meaning I would have to have a c section to get you out. We will find out in the morning what position you are in and how it will all go. Grandma radawn flew in tonight and is helping with the other kiddos so that dad can be with me at the hospital. We are so grateful for her. I love you buddy and can’t wait to meet you! Oxoxxo love, mom ❤️💙

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